Derek

yeah, so theres this girl

2002-08-26T00:27:18Z

well, you guessed it, i ruined my chances wit the girl of my dreams. and i feel soo bad because i love the girl more than anything. I'VE cried myself to sleep three nights in a row now and im getting sick of it. i had a big talk wit kyle jones from church. he told me to call her and speak whats on my heart. im gonna call her tonight at nine. hopefully we can work things out. GOD I LOVE HER SOOO MUCH MORE THAN I EVER THOUGHT I DID!

Wish me luck kids,
Derek

ladiesman5286 @ 2002-08-10T13:28:00

2002-08-10T17:26:45Z

ummmmmmmmmmm........im bored

hey everybody

2002-07-16T01:20:33Z

well, tonight was bad. i got online to talk to liz. she was all like, derek, "i dont think im the right girl for you". and i was like "why" and she was all like, "i havent ever done ANYTHING with a guy b4" and im like "well thats no big deal, you can not have play in a relationship, it doesnt need it to be strong" and she was like "but there is something else that a strong relationship needs...god. And i dont think you have him" and i was like, "are you kidding me" and she was like "no, and if you think im funny then your just shallow."and then she got off. so yeah, i dont know how to fix this folks, cuz i know she is never gonna talk to me or listen to me again. so it looks like im screwed.
Later ppl,
Derek

Good day.

2002-07-15T21:40:47Z

yeah so yesterday was cool. I went to church in the morning. PK had a good sermon. Jamie and I talked and were goin to go see megan on thursday. Dont know if i told you guys and girls that last entry, but then again i dont really care cuz im really excited. yah so anyway. I talked to this girl liz that i met on the fourth of july for like three hours. Damn, havent done that in a while. she is a really awesome girl, and i like her a lot. We have gotten to know eachother really well since the 4th. Who knows, maybe this girl is more than just dating material. i'm still tryin to hold off a little seein as how i have a tendency to rush into relationships. I dont know how much longer i can hold myself back though. yeah, so ill keep you guys and gurls updated on what happens, ill prolly talk to her tonight.
later all,
derek

Hey

2002-07-15T00:23:49Z

HEY PEEPS, whats up, i havent been up in this bleepity bleeper in 4ever. Well, heres how spirit song went. Thursday, I thought megan was comin up but then i got an email and she said that she wasnt coming till friday. SO THAT SUCKED. i would have spent the whole 8 hours alone if it wasnt for Mirv and her friend Don, they saved me from an impending doom of goin solo for the day. Yeah, so anyway, friday. Megan was supposed to call me, but supposedly she wasnt allowed to call me when she got there and by the tyme she could sneak away to see me she had to leave. She said she cried a whole lot. I hung out with julie though, so that was AWESOME, i hadnt seen her in forever. Oh, well, i might see her almost everyday sometime soon, i might be workin with her. I went for my first interview at KI and they are goin to call me back for a second one sometime soon. I'll be workin in games, so thatll be cool. I REALLY WANT ONE OF THOSE DAMN ELUSIVE GIANT SPONGEBOB'S. YOU WILL BE MINE SOON SPONGEBOB. O, well anyway. Saturday, I hung out with Julie like the whole time. And i snuck her up to the 8th row to see the NEWSBOYS. THEY WERE AWESOME. well, i g2g, L8ter ppl
Derek

Hey

2001-08-27T19:24:40Z

Hey all! I'm sorry I havent updated in here in a while, it hasnt been lettin me in, its really startin to piss me off. Anyways, the party was kinda boring but overall I'm glad I went. Jen, I'm really glad we got to hang out and talk there, because I think we both got some things out of the way that have been bugging us for a long time, at least I know I did. You the greatest friend anyone could ask for and I'm really glad that we have lunch together this year, even if it is only lunch. Anyways, my first day of school was awesome, I've got alot more people in my classes that I know then I thought I would and I think that this year is goin to be a good one. Well, I g2g, luv you all and peace.
Derek

PARTY!!!!

2001-08-23T19:18:46Z

hey everyone,
There is a party tomorrow, and I cant wait. It is gonna be awesome. Helen, Ashley, Jen, Devon, I'm lookin forward to seeing you, and Emily, dont worry, Helen says that itll be a clean party. So I'll talk to and see some of you tomorrow.
Much love to you all,
Derek

My Schedule, for all you Westies

2001-08-22T17:37:35Z

English 101-Riegler
U.S. History 1-Lubbers
Earth Science-Kessler
Chorale-Stagge
Spanish 1-Lamb
Legal Issues-Hutzelman
Geometry-Klein

Hey

2001-08-15T18:50:01Z

Hey everyone! I havent typed in here in a while, so i guess i will.I have to say a couple of things and then I'm out. One, Em, you have made me the happiest guy on earth and I love you with all of my heart. Second, I just have to say that all of Em's so called "chicas" that I've talked to (you girls know who you are)are incredibly awesome and I love them all. Third, Helen, I'm soo glad that I get to see you again before school starts at the party and i will give you a call sometime this week. Fourth,finally, and most importantly, I GOT A CAR! It is a 1980 Plymouth Volare and it is pimptastic. Im goin to pimp it out even more, cuz I'm painting it black and putting nice tires and rims on it and all the good stuff like that. The only thing I really dont like about it now is that it doesnt have a stereo, but it will soon. Its gonna be a while before it is the way i want it but you all will be proud of me when its done and u can all go ridin with me. Well, i really gots nothin else 2 say so I'm out.
Peace,
Derek

Hey everyone

2001-08-07T16:50:01Z

I havnt updated in a while so i decided I'd do it just to get everyone of my back. Im Great! I've got the best girl in the world and I love her to death. I've really got nothin else to say so I guess ill go.
Much love to everyone,
Derek

Hey!!!

2001-07-11T17:34:46Z

Hey everyone, whats goin on? Nothin much here, i just had one of the best weekends (friday-monday)of my entire life, it was soo fun! Friday and Saturday I went to Spiritsong at KI. I saw Helen on Saturday and went on her break w/ her and we finally worked our problems out. So that was really cool. Sunday I spent like all day at church and I got to sing at evening service w/ the praise band. That made it even better. Then, just when I thought it was over, I got a phone call from my good friend Devon called me and asked if I wanted to go to the blink 182 concert. Needless to say i went, and i saw jen there, it was so much fun. Afterwards me, becca f., becca m., sarah, and devon all hung out waiting for becca's dad to come. Well, that was the basics of my amazing weekend w/ my friends. I love all of you girls soo much. Thanx again Devon.
Peace and Love,
Derek

IM BORED!!!!!

2001-07-05T19:25:48Z

hey everybody, whats goin on? Not much here, just sittin bored, i cant wait till tomorrow. Tomorrow is the second day of spirit song and i didnt get to go to the first(damn babysitting), but i will only be going to the concerts tomorrow, i dont think ill be there early. but saturday i will be there, em we have to find a place to hook up! I also cant wait till next tuesday. Im goin to see the fast and the furious with becca and devon. It is gonna be soo cool, cars are my passion, other than girls that is. haha, lol. well im goin to go.
Peace and love
derek

hey!

2001-07-04T14:39:32Z

I'm really just writing to say that for once in my life I actually feel peaceful and calm. I FEEL GREAT! Devon, Becca, and I are going to see The Fast and The Furious next Tuesday! I cant wait!! If any of you girls are having guy problems come to me. I've been in every situation and I KNOW WHAT GUYS WILL DO! If you dont beleive me, ask Robin, or Em, or Devon. I'm going to a 4Him concert tonight, hopefully I'll see some friends to hang out with. Well, I'm goin to go now, much love to everyone.
Derek

Ronny, i know you will read this so pay attention!

2001-07-02T17:50:35Z

I just wanted to let you all know that I'm not going to get together w/ kimmie. She is a nice, wonderful, beautiful girl but if you ask me, ronny, you deserve her more than i do, and i dont want what happened w/ miranda to happen again. So ronny, she has a boyfriend right now, but later on, who knows, maybe you can have her. And dan, Emily is just my really really good friend, nothing more, so we'll see what happens w/ that. Go for her, as long as you treat her well, i wont mess with that. Well, i g2g 4 now, call me if you wanna talk, you know my #.
Peace,
Derek

Ronny~I couldnt do that to ya again.
Dan~Do what you want, but if you hurt em im goin to beat ur ass.
Kimmie~You are a really great girl and I'm glad i got to meet you and we're such good friends.
Em~I love you! Your the best friend a guy could ask for!

IM SOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!

2001-06-12T18:45:22Z

HEY EVERYONE! I havent been on in a while because I havent really had any good stuff to tell about. Well, guess what, now I do! The first and most important thing is that I met a really cool girl named Danielle last Friday night at a party I went to. We had met before and I thought she was cute but we hadn't ever really talked. Anyways, we were like all over eachother flirting at the party, which was cool because she is really hot, and at the end of the night I ended up getting her # before she left. Well, time went on, and the more I thought about her and talked to her, the more I liked her. We talked today and she ended up having to go b/c she was going to the doctor. I gathered up all my courage and right before she hung up I said "Wait, I have to ask you something" and she was like "What, I really have to go" and I was like "Will you go out w/ me?" I was expecting a "I'll think about it" or something but guess what she said right away. SHE SAID YES!!!!!!! I AM SOOOOO HAPPY!!! Ok, now another thing that Im happy about is the fact that CAMP IS IN FIVE DAYS!!!!! YES!!! Well, g2g talk to some peeps online now.
Peace and love,
Derek

IM REALLY SORRY!

2001-05-21T23:13:44Z

Listen everybody, i really would like to apologize to everybody for what i said on here the other day. this has really got to stop. im sick of fighting over something as stupid as this. miranda and i are together and i like her a lot and i am very happy that i have her in my life. but im still losing a lot of friends over this and, frankly, it is stupid. so, if you accept my apology, fine, if you dont, whatever, i just had to say that.
good bye
derek

U CAN ALL GO FUCK YOURSELVES!

2001-05-20T00:27:21Z

HEY,
THIS IS A MESSAGE FOR ANYONE WHO THINKS THAT ME AND MIRANDA IS A BAD THING AND THAT I "STOLE" HER FROM RONNY OR BAKER. FIRST OF ALL, SHE WAS NEVER EITHER OF THEIRS IN THE FIRST PLACE, AND THEY ARE BOTH DUMBFUCKS FOR EVER THINKING THAT SHE LIKED THEM BACK IN THE FIRST PLACE. HEY, NEWS FLASH, ME AND MIRANDA ARE GOING OUT, AND ANYONE WHO DOUBTS OUR RELATIONSHIP OR THINKS THAT IM GOING TO USE HER CAN GO FUCK THEMSELVES. YOU ARE ALL SONS OF BITCHES WHO NEVER EVEN THOUGHT THAT MAYBE, JUST MAYBE, MIRANDA MIGHT LIKE GOING OUT W/ ME AND THAT SHE IS HAPPY NOW THAT WE ARE GOING OUT. IF YOU TRULY CARED FOR HER RONNY THEN YOU WOULD JUST BE HAPPY THAT SHE IS HAPPY AND GET OVER YOURSELF. FUCK THE WORLD! IM HAPPY THAT IM GOING OUT W/ MIRANDA NOW AND SHE IS HAPPY TOO, AND THAT IS ALL I NEED. OH, AND JUST SO YOU KNOW, I NEVER HAD A GIRLFRIEND THAT I WAS CHEATING ON IN THE FIRST PLACE! RONNY AND DAN DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT! I WAS DATING A GIRL, BUT THE POINT OF DATING IS THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF W/ OTHER PEOPLE, AND I DID BREAK IT OFF W/ HER TO BE W/ MIRANDA.
THAT IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY
FUCK ALL YOU WHO DOUBT THIS RELATIONSHIP
GOOD BYE
DEREK

hey everyone!

2001-05-14T23:46:45Z

hey,
i really have 2 things to say. #1 is im really happy now, b/c me and jen are finally friends again. i got tired of fighting w/ her a long time ago. #2 is that from now on im gonna stop critiscising ppl because that is just mean. especially when you act like their friend to their face but then you talk about them behind their back. oh well, im just one man, but hopefully i can rally ppl behind my cause to stop making fun of ppl. who knows, maybe 2gether, we can change the world.
Peace, love, and god be w/ you all,
derek

hey peeps!

2001-05-13T22:19:36Z

Hey everyone, whats up? Nuttin here. I just got road runner. My new email addy is LadiesMan5286@cinci.rr.com, email me if u want. Well, i really have nothing else to say except that i really wish that kimmy would realize what a nice guy ronny is and go out w/ him. O, and that if you ever see me all depressed about something, its usually girls, just in case u were wonderin. Well, g2g, peace, love, and got b with you.
Derek

Its my b-day!

2001-05-02T19:18:43Z

I FINALLY TURNED 15 TODAY! IT IS AWESOME, SIX MONTHS UNTIL I GET MY TEMPS! Ok, I just had to get that out, I'm done now. I had a great day at school. It was awesome! My friends Julia and Liz decorated my locker with wrapping paper, ribbons, and a sign. I'm in such a good mood. Well, I'm gonna go get online now, see ya!
Derek

Hey all!

2001-04-30T19:01:25Z

Hey Everyone. What is up? Emily, Robin's cat already has a name, I named it. It's name is Ezekial "Zeke" Barnhill. Hehe, cool name. Faith is what I'm gonna name my daughter, if I ever have one, lol. It was rather annoying when everyone was like "they are goin out again" at church, that is really truly getting old. Thanx again for the CD Em, it's awesome! I met the girl of my dreams the other day. She is really beautiful, sweet, nice, and all out completely awesome. I love her soo much. Im not gonna get into a serious relationship w/ her though b/c it just wouldnt really work, ya know what I mean, lol. So we are prolly just gonna date this summer or somethin. I hope that Ronny and that Kim girl hook up so he wouldnt be so sad anymore, geez, did anyone know what was up w/ him yesterday.
Well I g2g,
Peace, love, and God be with you all.
Derek

Hey all!

2001-04-30T19:00:10Z

I want 2 talk to someone from church besides ronnie!

2001-04-28T22:40:45Z

Geez, I'm bored out of my mind. I wish one of you girls would get on and talk to me.
GET ON AIM IF YOU READ THIS!
Peace
Derek

Hello

2001-04-28T22:20:36Z

What's up everybody? Not much here. This girl I've been tellin' u guys about talked to the guy she is dating and asked him why he never calls her or anything. They've talked like 4 times total this month! He told her to wait 2 weeks untill track is over, then it will change. She doesnt know whether to stay and wait or to dump his butt. Oh well, I still got u guys to help me through this if she decides to wait it out, lol. What do u think she should do? I might tell u who she is lata, if u respond.
Untill tomorrow, peace, love, and God b with you.
Derek

Just Chillin As Usual

2001-04-28T00:20:50Z

Whats up everyone? I was sittin here just chillin so I decided to take up some space. Things with this girl are as foggy and confusing as ever. Little does she know that no matter what happens I will always love her and that I could never stay or be mad at her for anything that she did.(Well, not anything, some things cant be excused.) Oh well, if its meant to be it'll happen.
C ya'll,
Derek